4 years ago I finally decided to make a Newgrounds account after me and my brother spent numerous days playing dress-up games and watching stupid movies. I was an annoying prick at the time. 4 years ago I joined.

3 years ago I realized that it was fucking impossible to beat level 9 so I quit Newgrounds to pursue other internet goals. 3 years ago I quit.

2 years ago I came back after seeing the brand new redesign that was promised years before. I passed the flash portal with a somewhat decent movie. Life in RL was pretty much shit and I went through many suicidal thoughts phases. 2 years ago I returned.

1 year ago I asked Tom to change my name from 'Dude4001' to 'TehSlapHappy'. I participated in many collabs after that and became friends with users. After that, I somewhat became more of a BBS regular. I think that somewhat filled up the depression and sadness I was going though in RL at that moment. 1 year ago I became more active.

This year round, not much has really change. You know how stars have like the high point of their career and then somewhere hit rock bottom? Well I'm hitting the rock bottom. People seem to think I'm an attention whore and that's not what I want. I just want to be friends with most of them. This year...how can you describe it?

4 years on Newgrounds.

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