I just noticed something very sad about myself. I don't have any best or close friends.
I seem to only have friends, which is fine but I really have no one I can to. I thought that best friends would just happen, apparently I'm wrong. Really, to be honest, I just want to be someones close friend. Whenever I see someone with their best friend for some reason it makes me a tidbit sad. I'm not a bad guy, at least I don't try to be. Maybe I just have a jealousy problem. Maybe I just envy everyone that has a friend close by when they need something. I don't know. I need to see someone about this.
God, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Dungeonbrownies
Its pretty hard, I used to be the same way, kinda left me feeling empty, but sometimes theyre right in front of you. if you ever hit hard times who would help or listen or stuff like that? I was surprised by a few who came out of the woodwork after some stuff went down. I didnt even notice some people who meant alot more to me than I realized before. Another thing is its hard sometimes to get comfortable because of things like gender and differences, or just because intimacy is a reflection of vulnerability. Trust is key. then again, you could just keep a penpal. I did for a while, haha. Good luck, and dont worry, we're still young and life is for living. THen again, living is for the bold. So dont worry too hard, just be warm and youll be fine.
tehslaphappy
thanks.